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Songs To Die To - Part 4

Continuing a series about songs death and dying. These are not necessarily songs that talk about the process of dying, rather as the title suggests, songs that I could imagine listening to on my death bed, or taking as consolation during or after a funeral. 

Morbid? I think not, as death is part of life. If we all talked about it a little more, maybe we'd cope with it better.

No 1: featuring "Land Of Hope & Dreams" by Bruce Springsteen here

No 2: featuring "Look On Down From The Bridge" by Mazzy Star here

No3: featuring "Gonna Be A Darkness" by The Jayhawks here

With that said here's my next choice.

No 4: Everything Flows - Teenage Fanclub

This song is here less for it's explicit subject matter rather than the way it makes me feel.
Certainly the lyrics, 
"I'll never know which way to flow, set a course that I don't know"
talk about journeying, searching and convey an ambiguity that could apply to a passage beyond this life.

This song, since I very first heard it in 1991, is my favourite song of all time. 
It may not be the most well recorded or performed.  In fact almost all of the bands output from "Bandwagonesque" onward could be considered to be better in both regards. 
However, there is something in this song that speaks deep into my soul. The chord progression, the harmony vocals, the Neil Young-esque lead guitar work, and the lyrics themselves evoke an emotional response that very little other art of any description ever has.
When the Raymond comes in with the lead guitar for the outro, my spirit always lifts, I just want it to keep building forever in an ongoing spiral of intensity.
At the time of writing I have seen Teenage Fanclub fourteen times live, and only twice have they not performed this song,  and of the other twelve only once not closing the encore with it. And every time the feeling is the same; I can die happy right now.
This more than any other song is the one I'd want to hear as the light faded and darkness beckoned.........

"Lately found it hard to keep the pace.............."


(For a better sounding and performed version check out the acoustic version from the "Teenage Fanclub Have Lost It" EP, although unless you own it you'll have to rely on YouTube as it is not available on the streaming services.)



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